Empty

After doing that, I felt empty in my mind again.
Why should I do it alone? What's the really deserved?
If this is a kind of guilty, 
   why does everyone pursue it? but reject to admit it in his/her nature?

Sometimes I felt upset about this because it can't be told.
So many things are desired but can't be told.
They are untouchable.

So I lost...

What I can do is trying to convince myself
Everything is alright; everyone is in his/her position;
The value behind is just ignored even everyone knows it can't be true.
That's the humanity...

I just can survive in the world and in such kind of relation
  to follow the doable way...